• Posted By Crazy Single Mom @ 10:00 AM • • •
Sunday, February 05, 2006
The winter blaaaahhhhhhs
Hey all. I know I know, I've been away for a while, sorry about that. I've been in a bit of a funk lately, haven't had much inclination to do much of anything on the puter. Money has been very tight, I'm up at nights worrying about bills, and I see no end in sight at times. Now that is the mindset I am in, the reality is that money is only tight for now, there IS an end in sight and good times will happen again. But this setback coming as it has in the winter, well it makes my mind go around in circles. Every year in winter I get a little depressed, and when things weigh heavily on my mind the depression makes it worse. I do have joy, my daughter brings it to me every day and my job is rewarding. My roommate is a good person, and everyone is healthy. So why can't I focus on those things? I thought in past winters it must be the cold that does it to me, but this year has been unseasonably mild, so it must be the lack of sunlight. Whatever the reason, my heart goes out to those who suffer from depression more than seasonally. This sucks big time. Oh well, I will try to stay as positive as I can. Princess has a birthday party to go to today, and much as I would rather just sit like a lump on the couch, I will go and I will have a good time. I think. Wish me luck.
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